26.02.2025 Balance

Finding it hard to find balance, oscillating from one felt extreme to another. As of now, anything else would feel out of place. How to find balance in a world like this? Why even try? Reality was never designed to be balanced, because reality was never designed in a balanced way. Our worlds were not created by a homogenous entity or force, which might have made balance possible. Rather, they all emerge in a/the multitude of ways, never just from one homogenous entity, but from intra-action within intense heterogeneity. Granted, within the seemingly endless layers of this heterogeneity a relative level of balance may be reached for limited timeframes. But balance as a consistent possibility of existence? Forget about it.